Tomorrow I'll go to my garden by train. I like it. When I'm there I feel myself more free from my problems and my friends and etc...I become a very strongful and I feel youngest myself then I'm. Now in my garden are a lot of flowers! I don't write in English, but  it is named in Russian - нарциссы. Soon. I hope, there will be different flowers I planted one year ago. And in this year we are planting a little a kinds of vegetables, we have a more onion here. Why an onions? Because we bought it a lot!

Yesterday I went to post office, because I wanted to pay my bills. There was a big line, but two windows was worked. And next man go to free window. Somebody don't wait and they try to go to post klerk before next man from line. And all people began to cry:" Come back, please!" And I said loudly: " What  are the most impatient people, I've ever met!" Yes, it is really funny to see this! I think we all russian people are impatient people and we don't like to stay in lines quietly. And now we don't stay in lines a long time, but somewhere we have stayed...

Oh, I don't write here a long time...But it's time now.
I noticed sometimes when I see anything or somebody speak something I think how it say in English? And sometimes I use English words more and more even when I speak in Rassian. Maybe people think what I am just imaginer, but it's wrong. English words were born in my head! Sort of, I am crazy about English...Oh-ho-ho...
 I am noticed too I don't afraid if somedody ask me or tallk me something. And I answer quckly and I don't think how say - I speak as I can...But certanly here all speak more slowly then in USA...
   And I don't understand when americans speak with each other...

I have ten things today I like. When I have went to hospital I liked sun in the blue sky, I liked warm wind, I liked clean streets in my city, I liked green grass too. I liked smiles people and smiles nurses in hospital, I liked my breakfast today and my salad with cheese...I liked children - they are joking in our children's plase! I liked a beatiful girl was met by me...
 I thank my doctor - she treats me, I thank my nurse - she helps me. I thank my doughters - they love me, I thank Inna - she supports me always, I thank Anna - she gives me her example and I thank my Lord for my good life!
I found song "And I will always love you" and I want to learn it in English...My every day begin this song. I watch anything film in English every day too.  Sometimes I don't understand at all, but I watch again and again and I begin to understand  samething words.  Oh, now I don't have time  to watch TV a lot of time.

So, now I have knew I need a my own interlocutors in English. And I have found one! But I would like more. I understand, many people are very busy, but I will be glad different help. It is very importantly for me- just speak and speak, more and more... I such long time have been lerning English, but I don't learn it without practice. I know, I will make mistakes, but I will not be fearfull.
I will try and let wish me good luck! P.S Maybe, I will find in internet too...

Before learning English I would like just to associate with people. But it was wrong. I must a big end - I don't must try, I must do! If you want to arrive anything in life, you don't must want. You must to say yourself: I will do it and I was done. And you will have a good end or happy end!

When we write or speak in Russian, we don't think about tenses, we jast speak and write. Because we think in Russian. Therefore I must learn to think in English as I do it in Russian. And therefore I never check up my storyes here. I want force myself write right at one stroke.
 Always seems to me I can't forgive oll tenses of verbs. It seems to me very difficult - 12 tenses! But now I nave understood what I will have to remember only 4 forms! And other forms  are the same tenses, but its are being  used by another. Wow! What I wrote here?Studying the Active and Passive Voices I nave been trying to use my knowledges...