So, I write here again. I've stadyed English for long time. I began and finished and I did it a few time. But once I said myself it's time to finish with English! I read a lot stuff how to learn Ehglish and another languages own myself. I think I know how it do better. I'd like to learn German and Italian too. I know this languages a little. I know German is more difficult then English and Italian is easyer then English. But maybe I'm wrong and German and Italian are as difficult as English too?

Well, how is the weather in my city? If you'd like I tell you. It is the end of November, but it never snows at all. And is very strange for Russia. Last year it snowed a lot, but now it's warm and dry. It doesn't rains and it's very well. I wouldn't like to have this wet stuff.I think it's pretty good the weather for us. It isn't very cold and not very hot.
 But we would like any snow. What a bore, if it doesn't snows outside in this season.  Snow, come here sooner!
But only white snowflakes of paper are on my window...

At last time I haven't been here often. But I decided I have to write on this blog for my practice. Now I went in church's English club one time of week, I speak on Skype with my frend from California and Canada every week and I speak with Lena on ewery Thursday. But I feel that isn't so much for me!
 At the moment I spoke with the freind of mine from Canada. He answered my questions in English grammar. It was very interesting for me. For exsample: how say English... oh, no...why they say English per gallon "gas is two dollars per gallon". What does this word mean "per"? How say right "I've been in New York" or "I've been to New York"? And etc. These questions from my English lessons if I don't understand.
I decided to write here more... in English, certainly .

Yesterday I spoke to Kirill about English. I asked his now he could learn English very well. May be they theach well in his school and he have been well trained there. But Kirill answer me he listened very many music in English. It was hard music and hard words too...I listen a lot of music and watch a lot of any films in English too. I hope I have a good luck too... Hmmm...I asked his or I asked him? How is right?

I hate myself not beung able to did it...I must call to police when any drunkard cryed under my window at 4 a.m.! But I had been hoping other people will do it. And nobody didn't call...

Yesterday I bought a new DVD disk called The story  of dolphin. It was great! I really love this story! It was  really wonderfull story about a friendship of people and dolphin, it's very kind and tender attitudes... But I didn't notice I saw film in English! And I understood. So, it seems, the English became almoust my native language...ha-ha-ha...Now I want to see it in Russian

Yesterday I wallked in the street and went to new cafe near Lena's school in the same house there are our post-office. This plase liked me very much! There are television and good musik and very comfortable! And theyr cuisine is very different: Japanese and Europian. I very liked the pencakes with mushrooms and I ordered domestic traditional Italian ice creme with cheese It's very nice! But I don't remember the cafe's name at all...and it's very sad for me...

So, it seems to me, my English lessons with sisters-missioners finished soon. Sister Fracom has finished your mission and other sister instead her is mini-missioner. May be now sisters cann't come to me, because new sister will is bored. I don't know...but I think I will be too...
 Really, Sister Fracom and elder Maler promised call me sometimes on the SKYPE what I could have a practice in English. But they don't have a lot of time for that, may be only first time...I think.

Yesterday on Friday as usually I have the Ehglish lesson with our sisters. They came to me, but they forgot The Liahona. They were planning to read for me in English and I'll have to translate in Russian. What  can we do without The Liahona? And we thought out a tale in English! We told it together by turns. Everybody from us spoke one or two sentences, then next sister spoke and etc.I had to speak after sister Rosenblat, but she spoke too quiet and I didn't understand her. I had to ask her: "What do you say?" Our tale was very fun! We laughted a lot! It was tale about poor Snow White and seven dwarfs.American sister didn't know how say dwarfs in Russian and she told " эти dwarfs" It was very funny!

Tomorrow I'll go to my garden by train. I like it. When I'm there I feel myself more free from my problems and my friends and etc...I become a very strongful and I feel youngest myself then I'm. Now in my garden are a lot of flowers! I don't write in English, but  it is named in Russian - нарциссы. Soon. I hope, there will be different flowers I planted one year ago. And in this year we are planting a little a kinds of vegetables, we have a more onion here. Why an onions? Because we bought it a lot!

Yesterday I went to post office, because I wanted to pay my bills. There was a big line, but two windows was worked. And next man go to free window. Somebody don't wait and they try to go to post klerk before next man from line. And all people began to cry:" Come back, please!" And I said loudly: " What  are the most impatient people, I've ever met!" Yes, it is really funny to see this! I think we all russian people are impatient people and we don't like to stay in lines quietly. And now we don't stay in lines a long time, but somewhere we have stayed...

Oh, I don't write here a long time...But it's time now.
I noticed sometimes when I see anything or somebody speak something I think how it say in English? And sometimes I use English words more and more even when I speak in Rassian. Maybe people think what I am just imaginer, but it's wrong. English words were born in my head! Sort of, I am crazy about English...Oh-ho-ho...
 I am noticed too I don't afraid if somedody ask me or tallk me something. And I answer quckly and I don't think how say - I speak as I can...But certanly here all speak more slowly then in USA...
   And I don't understand when americans speak with each other...

I have ten things today I like. When I have went to hospital I liked sun in the blue sky, I liked warm wind, I liked clean streets in my city, I liked green grass too. I liked smiles people and smiles nurses in hospital, I liked my breakfast today and my salad with cheese...I liked children - they are joking in our children's plase! I liked a beatiful girl was met by me...
 I thank my doctor - she treats me, I thank my nurse - she helps me. I thank my doughters - they love me, I thank Inna - she supports me always, I thank Anna - she gives me her example and I thank my Lord for my good life!
I found song "And I will always love you" and I want to learn it in English...My every day begin this song. I watch anything film in English every day too.  Sometimes I don't understand at all, but I watch again and again and I begin to understand  samething words.  Oh, now I don't have time  to watch TV a lot of time.

So, now I have knew I need a my own interlocutors in English. And I have found one! But I would like more. I understand, many people are very busy, but I will be glad different help. It is very importantly for me- just speak and speak, more and more... I such long time have been lerning English, but I don't learn it without practice. I know, I will make mistakes, but I will not be fearfull.
I will try and let wish me good luck! P.S Maybe, I will find in internet too...

Before learning English I would like just to associate with people. But it was wrong. I must a big end - I don't must try, I must do! If you want to arrive anything in life, you don't must want. You must to say yourself: I will do it and I was done. And you will have a good end or happy end!

When we write or speak in Russian, we don't think about tenses, we jast speak and write. Because we think in Russian. Therefore I must learn to think in English as I do it in Russian. And therefore I never check up my storyes here. I want force myself write right at one stroke.
 Always seems to me I can't forgive oll tenses of verbs. It seems to me very difficult - 12 tenses! But now I nave understood what I will have to remember only 4 forms! And other forms  are the same tenses, but its are being  used by another. Wow! What I wrote here?Studying the Active and Passive Voices I nave been trying to use my knowledges...

Today I visited my doktor, because I am sick a last 3 days. It isn't mortally, jast I have a cold. Spesially I have a cough and yesterday I had a sore throat. In the hospital I waited very long time my doktor, because many people wanted to see her.My doctor is very good doctor and always she have many patients. Usually she work very slowly, so, she is very attentive and benevolent.
 Doctor Plotnikova said me: " Strip to the waist...breathe deeply...hold your breath...open your mouth wider and etc". Then she write out medicine for me and invaited come and see her on next Friday.  After hospital I went to chemist's shop and bought my medicine It was very expensive and I had to go my bank, because they don't assept credit cards here and I must pay only cash. And it is very bad...

My first lesson...

So, I am continueing...I found in internet different English lessons, I listened and saw English films, I study own myself every day. Now I will have lessons with our sisters misionaryes. Today we have first lesson. Theme our lesson was " A weather". Sister Hensen is from USA and sister Rozenblat is from Estonia. Sister Rozenblat have been speaking Russian, Estonian, Ukrainian, English and Finnish! I understand her more, then I understand sister Hensen.I asked sisters to speak slowly, but I tryed to speak quickly.  It was very interesting! We will meet in next week on Thuersday.

WOW! I found in internet the place where I can hear words in English. So, I am able to correct my pronunciation. May be sometimes I am able to find other a place  where I am able to speak  all sentence.
Yesterday, when I have spoken with elder and sister Gay it seems to me they have understood to me very bad sometimes. But very well I don't self-conscious at all and I have continued to speak.

The notice was written by me before is wrong.. I understood it only at evening. I wanted to correct it myself, but Inna made it alredy. It is mean I must be attentive.
Today was last lesson in English on TV. That is a pity! Tomorrow this lesson  was watshed by me again. If similar lessons learn another languages I would like to study German.
 And our teacher said: " If you want to write - you must write! If you want to speak - you must speak!"

At last morning I got call from Julia. She said me that it is could outside and she doesn't want to go our club "Veteran". I would like to ask her:" Why did she become member of this club for, if she doesn't visit club?" But I don't ask her about it. Ask me another I don't know why she doesn't go there.So, tastes differ. But now I have to call back Yulia, because I have to inform her about news of our club. If I can't call back her I have to text or e-mail her.
In two weeks we will have many different meetings. Films, concerts and etc. Because holiday in Russia: The day of Soviet Army - it is old name. Now День защитника Отечества.

Today I got some letters on email. It was comments for my last notes from Inna and Leana. It is very strange for me! Because I don't see these comments in my blog "I need practice" at all! My dear, I read yours comments and I will follow its. Thank you!
After our church meeting I invaited our adult missioners brother and sister Gay come and see my family on Wednesday in 15th February. Our meeting will be at 5p.m Zhenya and Kirill will come too. I don't know, may be they will invait other missioners too as usually. I have to cook some entertainment...something of foods and drinks.

I would like to travel in Russia, because our country is very big and here are different beautifull places. Before  one my freind's daughter traveled often  and then we look over her pictures with pleasure. I remember her pictures from Sayany:  mountains and caves, beautifull lakes...I would like to travel in Valley (гейзеров, не нашла это слово в словаре)There is in Dalny Vostok. I would like to travel to lake Baikal and etc... But my travel in Russia as expencive as different countries...And I would like to visit in Bountifull too...

Yesterday I went to walk as I wanted. At first I went to bread's store then I met my friends Lena and Larisa with Lena's mother dog Chip. Larisa went away and we with Lena walked in our street. Lena told me thet she had seen  film about Visotsky "Thank you, what I am living" too. Lena told me also who play central role in this film. It is Sergey Bezrukov. I think she is right.
Sometimes I don't have interesting stories about my life but I write in my blog. I want to write such that other people will understand me and I will understand their. My be I did very many mistakes, but I must know what people understand me. I don't use my dictionary.

Last morning I got up about 8 a.m. Sometimes I woke up early but I don't get up to 8 a.m. Today I prepare my breakfast as usually: outmeal with raisins, but today I made salad for me from oranges and spinash too. Then I had contrast shower for my legs and bath for my head. In the morning I like to watch TV and I do it with very big pleasure if it are my favorite " With new nome" and about our health and etc.
O'K, I am here again. Outside is very cold today and I am at home all day. My be I will go to wallk  my be I will not do it. My be I will read the book "The woman is a white" or something other. Sometimes I  play in the african stones game "Mansala". This game I bring from America, sometimes I busy my crafts. I continue to watch lessons in English on TB every day: in the morning and in the evening. Because I write this stories about my life here, it is my practice in English.
Also I would like to go in new store on the crossroad Krasnodontsev-Kirova "Ocean", my be I will bay there a few fish...and something other...But I think I will do it tomorrow or next time.

Wow! It is very cold today! Really russian winter! When I wallk today with my friend Julia my face froze, my nose read too. And when I came back in my apartment I sew my window was open! Because it was very could at home. Unfortunately I forgot to close  kitchen's window when I went outside.

Once  I asked  my friend Alla why she don't want to study English? I knew she studied English early. Alla told me she wanted to study English in TVshou and she saw some lessons, but then she understoodwhat she don't want to do it. And her lesons finished! As she said me she don't have motivation! Alla said: " You have motivation and I don't have, because I feel bored." I advised her to find friends in internet from different country without knowjedge russian. Alla answered: "I will think."

So, I have new lesson today. When I learn adjectives last time I can't remember haw say Плохой - хуже. No, I knew BAD, but ХУЖЕ I forgot all time. Now I remembered it very well. Usualy we study all words-adjectives with other totall words, but our teacher separated two as basis GOOD and BAD.because we use it more often than others. Two remember very easy! And I did it!
 Early I can't remember when I must write ON or IN when I mean time, seasons, week's days and etc. Now I know it and it is very easy. How say" через 2 дня или 2 дня назад"...и др. It seems such simple, but I forgot it often in my speech. This method, which use our teacher, learn Englich separate blocks.He take such block then we use more often and we will speak easy.

It seems I knew but I didn't think about difference russian and english pronouns. Usualy we think what he is man's kind and she is woman's kind. But this is only in russian. How we know English don't have kind( I don't know word род), he and she mean sex's accessory and all. If you understand such details your lesson's treatment become other.
Why same verbs are wrong? Usualy the same verbs what we use often this are wrong verbs ( easy  remember), because this verbs people broke when use often.(Язык людей низкого происхождения или обтекаемо по-русски: Так исторически сложилось)
English don't have pronoun ТЫ and YOU mean ВЫ only. Maybe american English have it, I dan't know. And ТЫ they say to GOD only! It is such polite nation

Wow! It is method jast universal! I mean lessons on our TV Culture. It is very easy and fun. If you want to study English very well you have to study English for 5 minutes every day. For 5 minutes! If you learn English more you try and your head work very bad. I agree. Our teasher know 30 languages! Today was 4th lesson and all students already spoke in English about their professions.I like this lessons.

So, I came back in this blog. At last time I did learn English at all and now I want to continue. I will learn English together with TV Culture. There is shou Poliglot ( I don't know now it say in English). They promise what we can learn English for 16 lessons and we will do it like well. Sort of I can speak English quite normal. I want to try.